Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Exactly 2 more weeks to SYF. Many have achieved their goals, can we?
I got more worried after today's prac. When wls pracced Shu Qing after Jian Nan Hao, I didn't play the first half of the piece cos my shao zi wasn't ready. I'm very scared that this kind of things will crop up in competition. ): I realised that it may not be a good thing for us to start off with our set piece. Cos there'll be a long break before I blow my suona for the actual performance. I'm afraid that the shao zi won't be opened, I'm afraid that our intonation will be off, I'm afraid that my lower notes will not come out..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Die. There's a serious need for me to practise getting used to the suona w/o warming up beforehand.
Nothing is impossible; it's just a matter of whether you're willing to do it or not.
9:30 PM
Till we meet again..